Notes For Myself ;, Real me; Real story :)

you know what? I am mad at myself for always being nice, for always apologising for the things I didn’t do, for getting attached, for making you my life, for loving you so much, for opening everything with you – the thing that I’ve been forgotten how to do past 5 years,  wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dream for you

but most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should

but I just can’t

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