things that keep me up at night

Notes For Myself ;, Real me; Real story :)

 

 

my biggest fear isn’t that you’ll lie to me one day or you’ll cheat on me.
my biggest fear is that you’ll wake up before me one tuesday morning and instead of leaning on and kissing me on cheek, you’ll look at my sleeping body and start to notice all of my flaws. my crooked nose, my chapped lips and the stretch marks spread along my stomach and thighs like a road map.
you’ll think about my random spouts of jealousy and the fact that i talked to much.
you’ll remember how annoying it is that no matter what
i am always right and just how selfish i can be sometimes

you will walk into the kitchen and brew a cup of coffee, stare at the pale of morning rays of sunlight entering the window frame and come to the conclusion, that for no particular reason at all.

you don’t love me anymore

 

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